decide the undecided~

assalamualaikum,,

since yesterday's evening i got this unsettling feeling, my mind full of things that i dont know what am i thinking about,,,
i cant concentrate, sampai kan masa solat pon aku distracted gile2, bkn berangan tapi macam ada something yang tengah maen2 dalam fikiran aku,,,
and then aku tengok cerita pon, yes aku gelak bile part lawak but after that that unsettling feeling datang balik,,
kejap je part lawak tu boleh tarik aku dari perasaan tu,,,

sampai la ke subuh aku tak tidur,,
mata tengok cerita, mulut gelak, but sometime fikiran aku tak tenang, perasaan kosong,,
so, after subuh tu mengadu dekat Dia, nangis2 kejap, and then i made a decision,,,
i need to get out from this house, i need to clear up my mind,,
so, there are 3 choices, osaka, korea or malaysia,,
since melancong memerlukan banyak duit, i choose malaysia, my home country,,

so, insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, ada umur lagi, i'll be home(read malaysia) in march,,
and not yet telling my parents about this,,
and the ticket is not yet been bought since air asia sangat lah busy dengan promotion2 sampai jam gile2...
so, pray for the best, mintak2 tiket tu sempat dibeli dengan harga yg murah,,

but still the unsettling feeling is lingering around,,
dont know why and my mind still confused with things that i dont know how they get in my head,,,
really want to melancong tapi bajet tight la,,,

and sorry to those at malaysia,
because kalau aku balik mac nanti takde souvenir tggu korang,,,
sebab aku decide mendadak je nak balik ni and tak sempat bajet nak beli souvenir banyak,,
setakat jajan and coklat boleh la kot,,

insyaAllah segala berjalan lancar,,

wassalam,,